i'm chloe i am only 13 years old and i sadly lost my grandad, on the 7/8/12,no-one will ever inderstand how close i was to him,i lived like less that 5seconds away from him and i saw him everyday, i never saw that day that i'd never see him again, on the 7th of august it was a nice day i wnt to see him...he didn't answer,later on that night me and my 2 sisters went to see if he was in..he wasn't in this chair the door was locked and the car was there,it must have been about 6 o'clock,we went round my sister climbed over the gate into the house to let us in,we went in and started screaming,banging on the door she unlocked the door screaming 'HES PASSED OUT,HES PASSED OUT' running home,people crowded as people called the ambluance...it came it was too late they said he must have been there for hours,was he in pain for hours,no phone to call help...sat there in the bathroom helpless,no help no-one,i guess it was time for grandma to take him up wiith her now...his funeral was 10 days after,the 17th of august 2012, he planned a holiday for us and treated us...thats when my mum thought there was something wrong,he had a bad leg,and my mum told him over and over and over to get it seen too, its like he wanted to be in pain...Tears streamed down my face when I saw you that way.I love you grandad, I will love you everyday.As my tears raced down my face;I knew you'd soon be in a happier place.we had to clear out his house that he had for 25 years i found a diary of my grandmas and i wrote in that...there was a song they sung...'there no such thing of monsters just silly little men with silly little hats on doing it all again' no-one understands how much i miss them,and i would do anything to have him back,because theres not a day that goes by when i don't think about you...I know it hurt you,but It did hurt me too,But now that you're gone&All I know is I miss you loads,he made me laugh and he made me smile,them long chats on a moody day, i could trust him with anything,Grandad,We know you can no longer stay with us,you fought long and hard to be with us. We know you now watch over and protect us,Although we cannot hear your voice or see you smiling, i hope you are proud of me?:)I never got to give you a hug before an angel took your hand and gave you a tug..I never got to tell you I love you,before you disappeared into the sky so blue,I never got to tell you Goodbye,before you got your wings and learned to fly...i guess it was just too late. So heaven has received another angel tonight.The night sky has got another star to its collection,Your life has become a loving memory,I know you will never be far.I know you are watching over me,As my life goes, be proud of me and watch over me when i need a helping hand...I write this for you, Granddad, as the tears roll down my face,A part of me just died tonight a part I can't replace. its got harder and harder since the day you left me,its hit me so hard i can hardly breathe...i wish you could av stayed...I will treasure the memories I have of you,I cant believe your gone.,You were a loving caring grandad,You were there for me a lot,You will always hold a place in my heart,A loving treasured spot.,You were really one in a million,A cut above the rest,All that knew you would agree You simply were the best.,So grandad I will say goodbye,I love and miss you with all my heart,But as long as I have my loving memories,We will never be too far apart. i love you my perfect sleep tight i love you....